"You don't know what you have until you lose it."

I've lost so many things... and I won't lose you too. I won't do the same mistakes again. I won't lose you because I am way toooo emotional, because I care too much or because I cry too much. I won't lose you... not you. Because you can teach me how to be mature... you can teach me how to not care. But... I'm stupid... I'm stupid because I think everyone cares about me and about my feelings but it's not like this, everyone's selfish... I am too, but at least I don't punch my friends with a knife in the back.
One thing I've learned today... you don't know what you have until you lose it... and I know what I have, I have you... but still don't want to lose anything.
Even if my eyes see blur.