Today I had, T.I.C, History, Art, Math, Chemistry, and Latin [ aham..yes we study a dead language because romanian comes from this so it's pretty important to know things about grammar and etc... this doesn't means we know..we just have to know.], so..pretty boring.
I had THE WORST week in my entire life. I am soooooo fucking horrible and terrible stressed ...I'm almost breaking up in pieces..inch by inch. I love my classmates... i love highschool, I love some of the teachers...but this was all of a sudden... it was almost a shock seeing that here, in highschool is a different world. I was educated different...in first place... my formmaster was like my second mother, and now... everything's so fucking ugly... school was almost my second home for 8 year. I loved school, i know it sounds so ugly and so nerdish but... i really loved school and this big change just.. doesn't helps me at all. I miss so fucking much my classmates and I miss being me, cause with them..I can be myself; they know me, i know them...we never were afraid or ashmed of doing things that might look too personal or things you do just home... and words you say just with your best best best friends. I miss them and..
...I want my formmaster, my friends, my schedule, my summer, my lover, my personal time and MY LIFE BACK!!!