Since I know myself I had fucking idiot problems with expressing my feelings[the good ones of course]. I know how to be annoying, I know how to be sad, I know how to scream at someone, I know how to make someone to hate me, I know how to make fun of someone, or let someone make fun of me, I know how to ruin the disposition or to make happier someone..I know how to cry, how to laugh till my stomach hurts. I know how to go crazy. But since I know myself...I never knew how to love someone. Deep... I know it... but I am too fucking idiot to let the feelings just go out... and sprend everywhere. I have sooo much love to offer... but I can't. I am sick of getting hurt everytime I open my heart. I am sick. I don't want to let someone touch every part of me and then just let every door open and run away. I am afraid... I know. I don't desirve love cause I don't know how to give back love.... like I said...
I am empty.. no one could die for me.
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asa ziceam si eu...
pana cand am intalnit o anumita persoana..si atunci, cu toate ca ziceam ca nu iubesc, nu am nevoie sa iubesc, am ajuns sa pot sa iubesc.
si e dragut :)
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